Moonstruck

 Woh Ek hi chehra to nahi saare jahan mein

Jo dur hain woh dil se utar kyu nahi jata..

Woh khawab jo barso se na chehra na badan hain

Woh khawab hawaon mein bikhar kyu nahi jata..🤍🥀

Kabhi mein chaand ko dekhte hue ye sochti hun, ki us khubsurat zameen se ye zameen kitni rounak se shumaar dikhti hogi, yahan lakho nhi hazaro nhi balki anginat log rahte hai..fir bhi woh ek shaks hmari puri zindagi ki khushiyon ki wajah kaise BN skta hai.. zindagi waqai haseen hai, Gulzar hai lekin agar isme mohabbat ki Kami hai to isse badtar koi jagah nhi..ye bhi ek bada ajeeb ittefaq hai ki boht se logo ko chaand mein apni khushiyan Nazar aati hai, kyunki usme hamare pasandida shakas ka chehra nazar aata hai

An unknown mistake

 Have you ever felt like you were on top of the world, only to come crashing down when you realized that you've made a huge mistake? It's a feeling that no one wants to experience, especially when the mistake has already caused someone to get hurt a lot. In this blog post, I'll share my personal story of realizing a mistake two years too late and the painful regret that came with it.

It was during lockdown when days were really hectic to pass, and I was going about my studies and health when I received a message from an old friend (Didn't recognise that time). I was not excited to catch up with people since I found the conversation strange I hadn't spoken with others in a while. When someone experiences the loss of a loved one, it can be devastating and difficult time. Even after years the process of grieving took a long time for me. The support of friends and family was invaluable. The conversation was exactly accurate as in my experience helping others, it is important to offer a listening ear, it is important to offer a listening ear, providing a space where theu can express their feelings without judgement or interruption. It's also important to offer practical support, such as simply being there for them when they need someone to talk to. Recovery from grieve js a journey that takes time and patience, but with the right support, it is possible to find hope and healing. 

At the time, I had been preoccupied with my own life and had taken his conversation for granted. I never realized how much it was meant to me until it was too late.During the conversation, he mentioned that he had suffered with my rude behaviour and was not doing well because of it, I left the conversation and never talked again back. Today when I thought about lockdown one of the moments made me remember about it and that's when it hit me: I had completely forgotten and never thought that how my this move will make me hurt and what can be the consequences. The pain of being unfair hit me hard, and I never knew that I had to take responsibility for my mistake.

But what could I do now? Two years had passed, and he had already moved on with his life. Now as I realise it today I decided to send him a heartfelt message apologizing for my mistake and expressing how much I valued his kind gesture. I am so perplexed with this decision, thinking he mah respond positively and we would be able to reconnect.

This experience taught me a valuable lesson: to never take the people in my life for granted. It's easy to get caught up in our own lives and forget about the important relationship we have. But when we do this, we risk losing them forever.

Regret is a powerful emotion, and it's not something that anyone wants to experience. But sometimes, it's necessary to go through the pain of regret in order to learn and grow. If you've realized a mistake after someone has left your life, don't beat yourself up too much. Instead, take responsibility for your actions and reach out to that person if possible. You never know, they might just be waiting for your 

message.

 Well, it's 1:19 AM, 25 August 2023, I am here for someone special. She has birthday next month and I'm waiting for the big day. I know it has many days left but still I am going to write it to check something and to wish her by being the 1st person. The twist in this wait is amazing for me as I am not going to wish her on that particular day because I want to see what she expects from me. Does she notice it that I forgot her birthday or not? Will it be impactful or not? If she gets angry because I won't wish her, that means she actually looks for my wish too. She's probably going to think that I don't even remember it, I will ignore the day complety.😛

Alright, so here we go- 

Laxmi's birthday is just around the corner, and I can't help but think about what an incredible person she is. So, I want to write this special blog to wish her a fantastic day and let everyone know why she's so awesome.

"Happy Birthday, Laxmi: You're Amazing!" ❤️

Laxmi, you're like a ray of sunshine in our lives. Even when things get tough, you show incredible bravery and never give up. It's something I admire a lot. Your courage helps you do great in your work and handle real-life situations like a pro.

But it's not just about your achievements; it's about your kindness and positive attitude that make you truly special. You have a big heart, and you always see the good in people and situations. That's a rare and wonderful quality.

Laxmi, as you celebrate another year of your amazing journey, I want you to know how lucky I am to have you as a friend, not just a student. Your friendship has made my life better. You've taught me what real happiness means, not just by talking about it, but by living it.

On your special day, I wish you lots of joy, love, and success. May your future be as bright as your smile, guiding you to even greater things and more happiness.

Happy birthday, Laxmi, my wonderful friend and an inspiration to us all. May your days ahead be as fantastic as you are. 🎂🎉🌟

With warm 

wishes,

[Aisha Noor]