HBY

Dear me

Dear me,

Now as you're reading it, I would like to have your undivided attention to read it. It is written to remind your worth and how you would always want to read it. 

People need special occasions to celebrate or feel happy such as New year, birthdays, anniversaries, festivals etc..but I find everyday so special because I see the perfect paradise in the eyes when I see true self in the mirror, dear me I love you because I always loved myself. Yes it's true that I'm so mean and selfish nevertheless this is the true love that I do. 

Undoubtedly I do so many mistakes but I'm quick learner too. I make and I'll make mistakes- it's the lifelong process where I'm always learning but remember that I would never forget how amazing the life has been as I started living it more with the beautiful colours of sky.

There's a question that generally arises in my mind- what matters more happiness or being true? In order to get the answer of this conflict I end up making decisions for being true rather than choosing happiness. This is the reason sometimes I face the challenges and it impacts on my behaviour.

Future is uncertain, no one knows how the life is going to be. To achieve the goals there will be pros and cons for sure, but dear me I need you know that you keep trying because you have learnt to win and you will win. While riding this rollar coster when you feel giving up/ tired or stucked in a loop you see /read it, it may help you to remind that once you have already succeeded in your mind now it's the time to turn it into reality.

Dear me, I am here to tell you that there's no regret if you have to choose plan B if A doesn't turn in. Most importantly in present I am the winner just remember it. As I have heard that no one is perfect, but perfectionism can be tried to learn as a skill.

Since I noticed about me, it is never forgotten. I remember the first question that I asked while looking at birds who fly high in the sky with full of freedom was- do you use your life's time just to update WhatsApp status?

There are some lines as an affirmation which keep coming in mind always such as -

• Absence sharpens love, presence strengthes it.. 

• He who is not contented with what he has, would not be contented with what he would like to have..

• Craziness costs nothing, but understanding may cost you your life..

A lot to write is remaining but I feel words are not enough to make it possible here.

SGZMJ XNT 

(Aisha Noor)