'What's wrong with me?' I am asking this question frequently to me. It's been exactly 17 days that I feel to know answer but I don't ask anyone. I am praying and believing that he will answer who has created me- my Allah.
I just think- why do so many of flounder when are trying to recover from pain?
Why do so the same coping mechanisms that get us through all kinds of life challenge ms fail is so miserably when we loss someone?
The learning is this- when you go through with this situation, the same instincts you ordinarily rely on will time and again lead you down the wrong path.
I simply cannot trust what my mind is telling me, but I do follow my heart.
